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Please read.Back whenever I started hitting the front page of DeviantArt, abit after I'd turned fourteen I admit that my ego popped up a notch. And not just one, mind you. No I was both surprised and in awe that some kid like me could end up taking up space in a place where only masterpieces and loved pieces were seen. And honestly, it stuck out like a sore thumb because seriously, My art isn't that good. I was blindfolded by pride in belief that I could actually go somewhere with what I had. But after awhile, pressure began to set in and I felt that more was expected of me and I couldn't meet those expectations. I'd never been exposed to constructive or negative criticism before that point; so I admit full heartedly that I acted out of line and childishly. Which led to people being angry and hurt by my stupidity, and I am sorry. It should have never happened, and I promise that it won't ever again.
So as time pressed on, I began to get desperate,

Update#3LEEDLEEDLELEEDLE LEEEEEEE~

Features~

Tagged~3:icon:meetinggemini: WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
my questions are:
1. do you prefer tumblr, facebook, twitter, or instagram?
2. do you have any fetishes? if so share them.
3. favorite band/song?
4. if you could style/color your hair any way posible, what would you do?
5. orientation/your love life right now:
My answers
1.Tumblrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
2. Nope xD I don't think so.
3.Currently is Safe or Sorry by Vaski
4. Oh god.. I'm still working on that.
5. MMMM :I

NEW ACCOUNT WEEEIt's like moving into a new house, it's all empty and..well just empty. But my very first post will be of a collab that Emma and I have made (*are making) and it'll hopefully be up tonight before my bedtime.
:iconlazyinviteplz:
But I just want to thank all of you who followed me over and we can make this our house because you're still all of my fancy babies. :'y <3 And since I didn't continue with the "Fancy" title, I certainly won't mind if you'd just call me Kyle.

Devious Journal EntryWoah-- journals you caught me by surprise there.
Anyways, I don't know how active I'll be this weekend due to a certain super awesome event today. I'm kidnapping Jay one of my best friends to coffee and he will be the first person on the internet who I will meet in person and I am very excited about that hnnng. 8I
kjfdhkjgfdhg :iconlazydanceplz: I don't know what emotion this is

Le update#1Man, this week has been both fabulous, tiring, but left with a slice of paranoia.
I'm extremely close to passing all of my standard tests in Algebra 1A, meaning that I'll have smooth sailing into Algebra 1B after the next two weeks. So that pent up stress is finally withering away and I can do more relaxing than anxiety and overachieving.
Today I learned that I supposedly am charming, so on a random note that's pretty uplifting from the fact that I sound like a child who's being stepped on when I try raising my voice. Which leads to my transition thing; and I am so psyched about Tuesday when I get to give myself my second shot -- like oh my god, shooting myself up with man which sounds sexual but it's laughable. 8u But on that topic: it's really weird because my jaw,collar bones, hips, and shoulder blades are like way more defined than they used to be. and that's like.. really strange to me, but I like it. But other than that, I've not noticed much at all which is to be expected in suc

I shouldn't be allowed IMsMe: fate doesn't exist :'u
Friend: well, you can't make people like you forever.
Me: you dont need to. People come and go ALL THE TIME in life, it's perfectly normal. It's the ones who stay that matter
Friend: that makes me feel better.
Me: it should
Me: I'm never gonna go :u no matter what
Me: we are tight like
Me: like
Me: shiloh's ass-- //shot dead off the world over the stars and now lives on Pluto forever and ever

Hide yo kids and hide yo memes► Name ➔ Kyle
► Answer questions truthfully ➔ lolokay
► Are you single ➔ yup
► Are you happy ➔ soso
► Are you bored ➔ si
► Are you sad ➔ soso
► Are you Italian ➔ Nope
► Are you German ➔ A bit
► Are you Asian ➔ not at all
► Are you angry ➔ ehh no
► Are you Irish ➔ very
► Are your parents still married ➔ nay but I've got a stepdad.
TEN FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ Hamilton MO.
► Hair Color ➔ Blue/purple/blonde
► Eye color ➔ Hazel
► Birthday ➔ April 16th 1997
► Mood ➔ sosososososo
► Gender ➔ male :Y
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty.
► Summer or winter ➔ fall/spring
► Morning or afternoon ➔ afternoon.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ hahhahahahahahhahahaahahah I suppose
► Do you believe in l

And a happy NewYear!Well tonight/last night was very eventful--kind of.
I had a panic attack once numerous fireworks went off, I thought that someone had been shot repeatedly outside since I do live in a really sketchy town and it wouldn't be too surprising. And then shortly after, my internet went out and I decided to watch Wreck it Ralph and then play FarCry3 and fawn over Vaas because he is sex on legs.
WHAT A GREAT NEW BEGINNING OF THIS YEAR. Who knows, maybe it will be filled with sexy mohawked men and people getting shot while I am out of internet.
:iconimsotiredplz:
Anyways, my stomach is in the brink of empty and I am feeling kind of sick. So I'm just going to go lie down and sleep forever. ;-;
I hope that you all had a fabulous new years~

shunshine~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
So I've noticed that so many people are having such a rough time. Just being upset or going through some upsetting things, or just being down in general. And it really honestly upsets me alot: especially since I'm referring to alot of my close or not so close, friends.
I wish that there was a way for me to console or help every single one of you, because I care so much; and you and honestly nobody deserves to have negative feels.
Why am I writing all this?
Because I love you. All of you.
To be honest, I see most people as friends unless they give me reason to not.
B-but, if anyone needs an ear to listen; or in this case, eyes to read. Feel free to rant all you like here, or you could jsut comment or note me. I'm a pretty good listener. ;7;
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~Copperfrost Jan 16, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Can we trade voices
Because everyone says I sound like a man
And your voice is amazing

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~LegiWarrior Jan 14, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Kyle sdhtyjthd man. You're making me jealous all over my floor.

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=Deaf-DJ Jan 14, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

yay your first week
hope its good
dont let drama get into your first couple weeks, kyle :'D

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~Wolfief Jan 14, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Ima draw you and that hair now......*goes to nerd corner and draws on tablet*

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=FearlessLullaby Jan 14, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Nice hair! :'D
_{I am going to die of shame now......

_{_{_{_{I thought you were a guy}}}}}

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~DynosawrsLuvMe Jan 14, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

he is a guy. he wasn't born one, it's called FTM transgender

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=FearlessLullaby Jan 14, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

_{_{_{_{_{omg now I feel even worse. I'm stupid.}}}}}

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~DynosawrsLuvMe Jan 15, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

no ;o; i didnt know before moldybass explained it dont feel bad

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=FearlessLullaby Jan 15, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

_{; n ;}

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!XanderIgnite Jan 14, 2013 Student Digital Artist

Proud ftm - ;w; but yah hai i'm Xander bro and i wish i could do that D: just you know
be as awesome as you and you have lapfox's Renard It gets better on in the background don't you /lucky guess?

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